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Great…In US now…same place like Korea…rural area with the urban buildings in sight…same kind of loneliness with a more prepared mindset…cannot really complain since the trip is a business trip and fully-paid for…what else can i complain?

Have to say though, i really miss my wife…my home, the place i take for granted at times…my family…only thing i can take easy is that after this business trip, i can go for a 1.5 weeks of holidays with my family to aussie (again!!!)

Will only be back to Singapore by 26th June 07…imagine losing 1.5 days in flying back…ppl lose time for no reasons…what kind of logic is that? 

Anyway time to sleep…will continue when i have the time again…

Sydney…a place so far from my hometown….life here is so much relaxed as compared to Singapore…but I dont really fancy coming here to live…my brains (not big thou) might just go rusty after sometimes…think Meng and Reagan will agree with me on this…rite?

Going home is definitely a welcoming feeling…strange land with no familiar faces around makes you feel lonely…well will tell you guys more when I get back to Singapore…See you!!!

Well…its time for me to write about my feelings once again…going to Aussie for training…wondering if it is a good idea…this company is big but not that big…it cannot bring me what I want…for me it have reached its limit for me at this stage…considering leaving, any takers for a useless bum who have to work overtime everyday just to make sure his dept is free from backlog paperwork?  Msg me then if you are interested…

The training comes at a weird timing, a time where all my personal life is in need of tidying up…ROM, career movement and social life…all in a mess…thats life…when things get easy, things go crazy…

Recently I watched the show ‘The Devil wears Prada’…nice show…I simply love a particular statement by Miranda…it goes something like this:

The day you loses all your loved ones and friends, you are at the top of the world

Make your choice: money & power or respect with love

Tough choice?  Simple…look around you…do you have more than 5 friends who are always around you when you are down?  Does your loved ones appear each time you needed support?  If the answer is yes, you are long way to go to the top of the world, man…

I have tried to make my choice, but no choices are given to me yet leh…Are you the one to give me my choices?

When one come to the end of his creative mindset, that is when he need to let loose and free up his mindset for further advancement in life….facing with that, one would not be able to make correct decisions and do right things…i am cornered…how to get out?  By letting loose my mind and go clubbing, by going on a holiday or is there a better way?  I know not of one that can solve my problem…can you help me?

Family problems are devastating to one when he or she try to concentrate on something else…it could make you lose the common sense that is needed, the concentration that you need to make things work out…but tell me, how not to have family problems?  Every one has its own dirty linen that no one wish to wash it in the public…but how many can take it in its stride….there will come a time when one will explode when the pressure lid is too much to cover…

Let go…let go of your mind…let go of your soul…dun confine it in the lonely place of this lovely earth…if you need someone to talk to, find that someone…if you need to be loved, find that loved one…if that is a need, dun be a crybaby, saying that no one is suitable for you….look for that person in your world…if that someone is not in your world, maybe you need a whole new world…

Now, i am going to let go my mind, freeing it from all problems…see you guys around…

Life…a never ending story till u close ur eyes forever…some have happy ones, some have very sad ones…what is yours?  Have you ever tot of it?  Maybe u should give it a tot right from this moment?

Dun be a slave for money…bcoz u will be one of those who uses the first part of your youth trying to earn money then uses that you earned to earn youth…why the merry-go-round???  Enough is enough….give urself a break from work…its never going to end no matter how long or how hard u work…for the matter of fact, if work ends, so does ur usefulness to the company…

Learn to be forgiving…make friends not enemies…most of the time, things dun go the way you want…that doesnt mean the end of the world…go round the system and you will find the rainbow behind the clouds…if someone make a mistake, help him/her to correct it before telling him/her off….time is precious; dun waste it on arguing whos right or whos wrong…

Love yurself…if u dun love urself first, you will find yourself out of love very fast…create love within your heart…love wif your heart…however if things are meant to be lost, dun lose faith in love in the process; for all you know, it may be a test for u…if you pass the test, better stuffs might just come along!!!

Aiyo…work work work…never ending story…well…guess this is life…quite looking forward to the US trip next year (that is if company decides to send me there…) hehe…

Life is getting a bit boring nowadays…maybe should start looking for some adventures…anybody got any bright ideas?  Share share lah…

Ok…time to go home now…God its 2100…and i’m still in office…what gives???

Singapore…a place i have grown up, not one that i have missed in the past 25 years of life until today…so sad, right?  What to do?  Overseas training stint is always like that…

I have experienced more of the Korean cultures for the past few days…food, language, cultures…fun to know more…some of their cultures are good for us to learn while some are undesirable…one thing for sure, i have learnt to be more composed when it come to tricky situations….

That’s it, folks…so much for this time…thanks for tuning in…see you next time…

Korea….all about Winter Sonata…places and things which make girls go bonkers about…not really the place i see here…so sad to know that I cannot go to these places…

However this trip is quite an eye-opener for me….cultures and practices are forced to compromise with each other…technical knowledge improvement is a definite thing…

Will let you guys know more when I get back…if you want to know more, call me…hehe

Overtime, that is what every person will want…end of the month, you get to see a big fat pay check….but not for me thou….how i wish i can have just enough overtime to cover me for every month….but no, even with every day overtime, i still cant finish my work…damn it!!!

Looking on the bright side thou, the Korea training trip may be a reward to me in this instance…well, i am keeping my finger crossed that i can go…hehe…so many things to do at the same time if i want to go…passport lah, exams deferment lah…aiyo…can nv finish one leh…sianz…

tell u guys some more when i get back from Korea, that is if i do go…haha…

Well….i got quite a shock today when i was told by my manager that the company is expanding and we may need to go travel to and fro MY…oh no…that is very sad….how to study like that?  But anyway i also dont really study much….hehe

The sky is quite cloudy…that also means my mood very moody….so mixed feelings…so bored, nothing to look forward to during this period of time….no performances, no races, no expeditions….nothing at all….

Oops…time for me to go salsa….will write more next time…